Happy Birthday Johnny!
Man, dude I miss you. I've had a few rough weeks but
I'm working to get these hips back on top. Mom and Dad are good. Mom's not "snap, cracking and popping!" so things are normal. Let's just keep hope alive on this one.
So, your lil sis is going to be 30 tomorrow!
I hope you're proud of me. Sometimes I'm unsure.
No matter what's happening, I just always know that the security
I need is just a thought and prayer away.
You know what... you gave me so much love.
It's amazing how we never what we have until it's gone. I wish the idea wasn't true. To think that we used to argue like we did. A mess!
At the same time, I would have cut a monkey'act let somebody bother you. You had my back, too. Gosh, I miss you.
Truth be told, I really wish you were still here some days. Not having someone to talk to all the time makes me sad. You just had a way of making it all better. Funny how people thought I was the oldest.
I know, blame my sassy ways and always having something grown to say. That's me. I was so bossy. Wait... I am bossy.
I was never too bossy to you though.
There was always that thought that this dude
really older than me so let me back down.
I miss your singing. I miss your laugh. I miss your smile.
Your birthday and Christmas are really hard for me. At times
I think why did God need you. It's amazing how He works.
I talk to Him about you. I hope you're proud of me.
I love you!
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